Tuesday, September 19, 2006

trying to be guai...

wow its been such a loooong and tiring week man! yeah too many things to really say la but all in all God has been good so yeah! haha. and i so cant wait for egypt man! sooo exciting like mad la! ill come back with lots and lots of photos! hehs. and i guess a break would be good too! get away from studies and school and medicine for 10 days... whoopee! not tt i dont love medicine and the people in it, but its just tt i guess i still sometimes wonder if i will ever really be able to become a competent doctor, and i know that i will try but when someones life is on the line, trying is just not good enough.. oh wells ill face it when it comes yah and hopefully the miraculous transformation that seems to occour sometime in yr 3 would happen to me too! i was like thinking today that when i go to yr 3, my entire wardrobe is going to be obsolete la haha. oh dearie me.

anyway i think im an uber lazy pig! sometimes i look at the people around me who are so accomplished and seem to be juggling so many things and here i am slacking my life away. im too lazy for my own good la i think... hiahz. but well proud to say tt i have been mugging qthard recently! not yet caught up but hopefully i will soon, but as candice said, egypt is gonna make me further behind again... but i really dont care la!its worth it heh.

met up with alot of old friends last week, the mg gang on thurs and zy+juniors on friday, and im glad i do kinda have a social circle outside med and church haha. and my church social circle seems ever diminishing so tts not too good too la but i guess im really the kind who is best buds with the pple around me, whoever they may be. and its times with pple like david who let me bully him into following me around as a satasfied my craving for waffles on sunday and timmo who offered to part with his savings if i needed it to pay for fixing daddys car who remind me that its not the seeing each other or spending alot of time that counts :) love you all heh. and when its like old days again meeting up with old friends, makes it all worth the arrangements and many cancellations and pang sehs. yeah but im glad too that i have the best best friend of all Jesus Christ who loves me more than i can ever love Him :)

anyway ive been kinda worrying abt clinical partners! cos like apparently everyone is picking? and like i dunno haha. i dun think anyone is gonna want me leh so sad right! hopefully guai and nice pple notice im trying to be more guai and dont think im a slcaker anymore! haha. fat hope eh but nvm la. keep praying and im sure God will bring someone my way!!!